Arghhhh , i think i made a big mistake. i shouldn't do that  :(
feel bad for it. hmmm, how ah? LOL
but i promise to myself must be a good girl. hahaha.. no way i will do out of my limit anymore.

Do you guys know that, when somethings doesnt really goes like what you expected  ...
will be a dilemma for you ?
you will feel damn suffering and started to be moody and down.
thank god i don't really feel down after few days :)
just take it as a lesson and its enough kay ?
i must really determine myself !

and one thing, i don't like to lie.
Lie is so not my type. i don't enjoy covertly.
no way i will do it again man .
and somehow you may think that i'm a bad girl or something..
I'M NOT !
alah , although is not a serious thing but then..
i still feel bad with it la. somehow , it may be serious to others ? who knows right..

and , i don't like busy guys.
i hate seeing them taking their handphones out again and again.
prefer single ! :)
serious la , dun you guys think that single is now better than couple ?
i mean , i know if you have a partner is better than being alone.
but when break up time , you will never tell me single is the bad choice. haha.

Last time i used to think that having a boyfriend will make me feel secure.
and what i thought of myself last time for now is seriously childish like crazy.
why cant we be independent ?
you won't get sad cause you will not experience the break up moment.
you won't get sad cause you will not experience the argument with your partner.
Do you really think we need a partner in our life ?
the answer is , YES i do.. but not for now.
since i have so many choices in my life. i dun wanna choose any guy in a rush.

perhaps my true love will appear in the future ?
what i needa do is just to wait. and...

#1. concentrate on my studies
#2. concentrate in my work
#3. enjoy my life.

thats the thing i need to do now.
seriously ! i feel so so damn happy cause i'm not the last time of me.
i don think childish stuff.
much more mature than last time.
i dun need a boyfriend beside me for now.
i manage to do things by myself.


actually , i think it is pretty good d right ?
 haha. and i know what am i doing.
i appreciate what my friend advised me. serious..
i'm glad to have her as my friend man ! xD
although... sometimes i'm bad in dance she scolded me. LOL!

thats all for today. will update soon ! :)