I seriously DON'T LIKE the feeling that
I celebrate with no one on some important days !
Supposed to go Genting with family to countdown, but who knows i'm sick. cant go.
So i stay at home. I thought..
Eventhough family cant celebrate with me, my bf still can accompany me.
But who knows he go eat with his friends. Countdown with his friends.
End up.. i talk to no one at home and no one to celebrate with.

I'm superrrr bored.
but i got nothing to do.
He told me that he will come bring me some food in the midnight after his BBQ with his friends.
But until now its already 3am, he is not coming anyway. i knew it.
I'm starving till now. ish ish ish.
I"M SO NOT IN THE MOOD NOW although its new year ! :(

Maybe i shouldn't be too sensitive. But, i hate being alone on some important days. 

WOO ! soo nice. finally finish finals.
Finally can relax my feeling d. haha. don't need to study all night again for now.
OMG ! i feel so freeeeee now :)

i can go anywhere i want. and i plan to eat steamboat tonight since long time never eat d.

Oh nooo, kwok yau said wanna eat for 4 hours ? hahaha. omg, thats soo like my family.
Let's challenge who can eat the more ba.

After tonight, I'm different ! i will not always disturb kwok yau since he got exam but i will always find for my job ! :)
I wanna earn more money !!
I wanna hit my target !!
I can do it !!
I can make the difference!!

I'm soo gonna rock the day..
So fun without exam. haha
hmmm, but hor, got few things i mm song with kwokyau.
ish ish ish.
i'm going to burst to him soon ! :D

Oh ya, i forgot to post the pictures that i went to eat ''gai bao qi''
I feel so wanna pos all the picturessss but lazy la :) but still alot.
i love this feeling. omg , i feel so hang fuk !!
i got family, relatives and bf's love..
i got nothing to be worry man !
i'm so gonna workhard for my JOB ! :)

here's the picture .































I tell you all, those who look down on me i will not let you guys look down cause im extra ordinary !
I will bring my family and all my beloved to eat this with me one more time !
and this time i will foot the bill !!! :)

I'm already determine myself. no one can stop me !
i love you all aunty, uncle and family who always support me, you all are the best !
i LOVE all of you ! last but not least, i love you too kwok yau :)

These few days i feel sad but sometimes hyper. also dunno wat happen to me.
I think I'm too sensitive d.
haha, maybe i'm having exam now so i cant concentrate on other things.

Hmm, this whole week i cant meet kwok yau. aiyor, sien.
Got exam on monday and wednesday.
But he has exam on next week also . luckily is one day only ! haha
And today hor, is our 3months anniversary d.
i know i know, its sounds so weird and childish when i said this.
I just thought of it so i write it down. haha

Just now my mum saw kwok yau, she said yor, he very leng zai meh ? Why he look like that geh ?hahaha
Then i said what he look like that ! hahaha. he is like that la ! :P
But hor, nowadays i always angry with small matters.
It looks like i'm so demanding :(
I think i should really change my attitude.

Be more aggressive into my job and more polite to my bf ! haha
I'm so rough nowadays. i should not be rough again since i'm a gal and kwok yau dun like it. :)
Anyway, i'm forcing myself to make those notes look and sounds more interesting.
Soooo suffering man ! haha

However, i love my business so much!
thanks to Mun siong and Max who help me alot :)
hehe. I will work hard for it and wont effect my studies too!

Gotta study d. kay kay, see ya guys ! <3

hahaha, he told me that i post this picture in facebook and tagged him make him laugh by all his friends! Laugh out loud man ! damn funny ! hahaha

this is my lovely dog, Panther. i love it so much ! sooo adorable :)